pErPLExed

I dunno where I am coming from , to where I am going ,
what I want now or what I want from life.
I saw a happy crowd moving around , people told me to join,
then I will be happy and I will find a meaning.
I joined the seemed to be happy crowd , I enjoyed manythings in them,
still something was lacking and I couldn't name that "Something".
And I became totally lost and perplexed.